coping

I don't really feel like writing about this weekend. So this will be brief.

I'd never been to mass before. I did enjoy the time and care that was put into the service. It was such a beautiful honor to Trevor. Everything that he deserved. But the mass was so new and strange to me that it really distracted me from grieving. So after it was all over I felt like I didn't get to say goodbye to my friend. And I'm still in such shock that I can't believe he's dead.

It's been a definite struggle to make it through the day.

I don't know what else to say, so I'll close with a link to Trevor's obituary. He was a wonderful friend, and I sorely miss him.